Week 4: A Home in the Neon – ‘Air Guitar’ by Dave Hickey
“Somehow,
in the few years that I have been living here and travelling out of here, this
most un homelike of cities has become to function for me as a kind of moral
bottom-line… - as a home, in other words.” Within
the first paragraph I can already feel alienated to Hickey’s views. ‘The moral bottom-line’ is not a
description I would ever attribute to a home. Whilst he talks of refuge and the
references to sanctuary and reassurances chime, a suggestion of the concept of home
is you at your worst is troubling. I would describe a true home as an extension
to the physical structure. A world full of memory and sentiment, almost a
shrine to your ideas, history and aspiration. The place where ‘you’ are at your
most ‘you’. A home should be a place where you can leave the darkness at the
door, leave elements of your life which challenge the bottom line of your
morality.
However, in Hickey’s world as he writes as an
art critic in the ‘super virtuous high
culture of the nineteen nineties’, the simplicity of the Vegas way of life
must seem the antidote. Hickey’s love for Vegas, through a series of childhood
memories and a romanticised view of the town, ultimately can be compounded down
into the city’s complete disregard for social hierarchy. Only money. A person’s
reputation, morality, history, outlook, intelligence, appearance or compassion
are completely irrelevant to their standing in Vegas as long as they possess
the cold hard cash to play at the big tables. “Stakes not Status.” Whilst to many an almost dystopian view, to
Hickey, coming from a world of ‘who you’ in the arts, it can act as a simple
measure. For someone trying to form an identity or mark their place in the
world it’s a dream. A simplistic numerical scale. Quantifiable. A scale which
when compared to all others can give an answer or even a ranking. In Hickey’s
words “…money, which, I always agree, is
the worst way of discriminating among individuals, except for all others.”
It is worth noting before concluding, the Vegas
Hickey fell in love with no longer exists. Hickey talks of a time towards the
end of Las Vegas’ true era of shining lights. As the star in the middle of the
desert had started to be swallowed by large developers interested in selling
the idea of the town. As new non-descript developments replace the heart and
soul, the bars of freedom, of simplicity the world Hickey fell in love with has
begun to fall in on itself. Vegas now stands as a parody of a town which used
to revel in being the uncensored unrestrained parody of the world.
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